DO IT YOURSELF

I don't know why ,but little sad I don't really know what exactly is hurting me. There are few people and few things that have gone bad,but I can't pick a person and say that I blame you. I have tried to ask myself,but all I get is that I am sad,for some reason. I get irritated by small things. I don't enjoy the things I used to enjoy the earlier. I don't smile the way used to smile. I feel that something is missing . Some part of me lost somewhere. Some feeling of mine are lying buried within my soul. I feel a darkness lurking inside me,but I Sparkle in bouts of desperate attempts at happiness. It's almost as if I am screaming for help, without making noise. And then sometime. I blame myself being so emotional about the things other people just don't even care about. I hate myself for having a heart that is too pure in this soulless world. I have done so much for others. So when I find myself standing alone, fighting my own ugly battle, I do feel betray...

You sit cross legged in a fancy restaurant With the 6 friends who mean the most to you The live music plays, the singer neither awfully good nor disasterously bad So you play long Joking about the high notes and low. You play along till a girl walks in.A group of 3,With her in the middle Her in the black dress,Her with the cute smile,And an appealing voice,That is if you heard it,Did you hear it,Her voice,Your beats,Did you? So you sit  Staring inconspicuously at her So she wouldn't notice Or so she would You laugh, She does too Who knew laughter was contagious, She fiddles with her phone, Perhaps waiting for a text, Perhaps not, You look at her again, Wanting to be looked back at, You smile, She does too, Or maybe she doesn't, But let's say she did, Would it have made a difference? So you sit Listening idly the neither-so-good Nor-so-bad music, About love, crushes, About open windows and closed doors, About anything but love, So you get up You w...

Sorry I'm not sorry For letting you fall down As I got up From under your weight Of bearing you on my back Face down Palms flat Pressed to the cold floors As you tear on On the living doormat That you thought you owned With a smugness That made you look So serene and easy Sorry I'm not sorry Shrug it off Change may be good Change may be bad But without changing There's no way out #timesup #letitgo

The more i find myself the more i lose I am tired of being fake Hiding my pain so deep Acting as fine as  I see them I bowed my head  As much I can  But stabbed hard  With name of Love and Care I wondered my friends  like a stars They left me before  I see my sunrise I tried to dissolve myself When I am alone  Stress over flows   I can't handle those Losing myself in something I studied more and gained something Because of comparison  I lost my passions  Let me come out of this  I experimented many things  But I failed in all Though I fail I never mind Now I am running here  with my life  To safeguard myself from this society As I run  with my dream  I am writing my life To this world  Am I fit 

Love weather Like the different season changes life also has different phases. Love has the major phases of all. To fall in love. To fall out of love. To be in a relationship. To lose someone. To win someone. To cry. To beg. To stay. Love is more than just seasons, it's an emotional rollercoaster. Spring The season of new beginnings,here there is bright blossoming and steady worm weather Summer It is the hottest of all seasons. Day get longer. Night get shorter. Hot and humid. Autumn The season of change in colours. The leaves fall off to give a new chance for the new once to grow.

*A Positive Diwali to All!!!!* Why not we celebrate Diwali everyday. Diwali also known the festival of lights celebrated every year and signifies the victory of light over darkness, good over evil and knowledge over ignorance. I would say it is victory over Positivity over negativity. The main significance is victory of light over darkness, where during Diwali, we are welcoming light (positivity, good, knowledge) into our life by lighting lamp all around our homes. But the question which I have is, how many of you celebrate it everyday? Now you would be thinking, how can we do it everyday? Very few people are welcoming this light into your homes or into your life. This light can creates so much positive energy which you are unknown of... You welcome positivity into your life by lighting Lamp / Diya ... But have your ever thought of biggest light that lights our life every day??? SUNLIGHT!!!! I know some of you might just laugh right now, thinking i must be kidding. Seriously,...

Survival of the hardest working You dream about being successful. Maybe you talk about your aspirations and think about how you might be able to do it. During commercials, you imagine yourself taking the next step. Between bites of pizza, you envision a new life for yourself and maybe have some big ideas. Then the show comes back on. Success finds those who push their mental and physical limits, and those who expand their work capacity on a daily basis. An excuse is a failure. It is a failure from which you cannot recover, one that will teach you nothing. The show coming back on is not en excuse, and failure is not an option. When you stop making excuses and unleash your full potential as a human being, you will feel alone. You'll feel like no one understands you. When you start to feel like this, keep going, because you're doing something right. Embrace that feeling and keep striving. Strive for something so unreal that even if you fall short, you will have still done so...

Circumstances will test your grit! No way to avoid them. If you are breathing the space you occupy will be "tested" at some point. I agree with Henry David Thoreau when he stated "that most of us go through life in a quite desperation". How many of you hope that nothing rocks your world and shakes you to your knees? If you say, I do, this is normal and expected. No one wants pain or disappointment. But you have all experienced it on some level, overcame it and you are still breathing which means there is more for you to do! Don't tip toe around operating below your minimum. Understand that it is never the circumstance or problem that is bigger than you. It is just bigger than your current thinking at that time! The human mind has flown to the moon, climbed the highest mountains and explored undiscovered terrains. This human mind is yours and it can find a way over and through the challenging circumstance. It could never be greater than you. You can win! Believ...

Relationships It's shouldn't appear to the girl that she is the only one who is handling or taking care of the relationship and the only one who makes all the efforts. Fights, Misunderstandings Happens in every relationship but it doesn't mean that Both the Partners get Angry on each other and show their Anger. To Run a Relationship Both have to Burn their Ego and Attitude,As there is no place for it. Give her full Freedom and space in both Personal and Professional Life!, One must take care of her like a child and make sure you give her proper attention and importance when she is with you in public or with your colleagues. A Girl wants her Partner to Love her Soul and not her Naked Body, And someone who admires her Inner Beauty and learns the importance of her Self Respect. Using Abusive Language and Doubting on her make Her mad.A guy should give the same respect to her like he does to his mother and sister. Trust and Loyalty​ is the most important thing and it shou...

I've seen people breaking down  after their loved ones leave them.  I've seen them shatter into pieces,  the pieces which are hard to put  back together. I honestly do not get any of this  getting-into-a-relationship thing  and how a person becomes the "reason for living" for the other. Weren't you living for a long time  without that person since you were born? Moreover, why give people such  importance and respect that when  they leave you, you begin to break?  No human is perfect enough not to  hurt your feelings. A thing like relationship needs  time and commitment which many  of us are not in a position to give. I am not against relationships, I'm against the fact that how  getting into it confides you,  takes you away from the things  you like to do and makes you  live according to the whims of  the other person whom you love  because of which you both begin to ...

Warning: Avoid looking at pictures of food as it will make you hungry!!  The study says that, Viewing pictures of food makes your brain feel like it has already experienced eating that thing.. Its true actually because, I get hungry whenever I see food pictures!! Of course pictures of food create feelings of hunger. I am gonna share my overall experience at The Great Wall which is located at Besant Nagar, Chennai. This one is Sucha cute, little Chinese restaurant for Chinese food lovers and also Pocket friendly. Firstly, I loved the Ambiance. Lightings was soothing  It was too good, we loved it. So me and my friends started taking pictures. It came out very well And then starting from the starters to mains.. We ordered Chicken Momo, Dragon Chicken, Chicken Pan Fried Noodles, Chicken fried Rice. Omg!!! My choice don’t go wrong  Chicken Momo was absolutely delicious without any doubt. Dragon Chicken is my favourite, I loved it so much. I persona...

Distance love Love is magical . It give you confidence , makes you to feel you have something also love is unpredictable . Its a God's blessings.  Love may come from various sources in many way . In this today I am going to share my experience in distance love.  First of all I want to tell Distance love is possible . Love without seeing each other , only text and voice it's best feeling. You can feel he (or) she in your palm in a phone as message or photo. Now let's come to my topic. Boy's in distance love Boys use to sacrifice more during love, they will do anything to make his girl smile. Only boys know how they feel inside. No one knows that boys are really sentimentally weak. Probably boys will fall in love more in beauty but also there are some boys who search for caring heart. There is fact that boys will fall in love without seeing a girl , also if they love a girl by her text and voice, They starts living in imagination. They start go things which surp...

A BAD TIME STORY., The time was 6'o clock My alarm breakdown I was rushing  To go for my work, Ray's of sun Hit's hard on my face I swallow my food With planning what to do yet? Beyond the traffic  I was running late on time Between the clay road's  And behind stagnant pool's As I reach my busstop Bus yet arrives  Time run's late  Later bus turns my side It's too rush  I have no other go So I stood on footboard I fallen before I reach my stop So I got help from someone   who was like a god to me, Further I ran across the gate Thank God it din close yet Next I entered class I got notified  Today is my class test I just wrote what they thought Later classes drained my dreaming thought I waited for evening bell's Soon it ring's as  I wish I gone chasing bus Searched for a window seat With drowsy feeling on my mind Wind's over my head it's divine I closed my eyes with holding my bags Later I have reached ...

A LOVE LETTER I am alone in bus Nothing in my mind Your words on my ears And tears on my eyes You said you need me forever But now you left me alone forever I thought it's just a nightmares But pains just nailed me Now it broken my heart And said my soul to rest in peace I just want your three words Which sounds so good Makes me feel  As I am so blessed But now bleeding from my soul As Pains in my heart I run so far  To search you somewhere But that fact is .... I cared you like as a kid You just stolen my breath I trust you blindly from my heart You just throws me as you hate Now I am searching for the day Which steals my heart But there I see is footprint path The days were to short but not the pain My love may fail but not dead Waiting for your comeback in my life... I just bend my legs  Rise my arms and Gave my heart as I am telling "I love you" But you flicked it  Under your heal  And crushed as saying "you hate me" ...

How you hurt A Nice Girl •You hurt nice girls by taking their love for granted. •You hurt nice girls by lying to them, when all they’ve ever been is honest. •You hurt nice girls thinking their kindness is their greatest weakness. •You hurt nice girls by telling them they need to change. By choosing someone else who treats you worse. •You hurt nice girls by leading them on and playing games, when all they’ve been is real. •You hurt nice girls, when they give you their heart and you don’t see the value it in. •You hurt nice girls by putting them on the back burner and thinking they will always be there. •You hurt nice girls, when you stop meeting them halfway. When you make them try too hard, Care too much without giving even a little bit. •You hurt nice girls, when you break their heart and you make them think it’s their fault. •You hurt nice girls, when you walk away because you realise they ha...

Dear Crush, Remember an year ago, when I saw you for the first time, Your spiky hair, Cool attitude, Those looks Honestly, only I know how I controlled my laughter because to other girls- You might have appeared to be Breath-taking cute, but to me- You seemed like another fool. I wanted to tell you to keep that hair fine because those spikes looked like someone had given you 200 volt current! Trust me, you looked idiotic but I don't know why I felt something inside me tickling, when I saw those eyes and I do admit there was something that attracted me towards you, but I kept defying that fact because I was never the girl with secret crushes, but you became my first secret crush! I still remember the day, I saw you looking in my eyes the way I used to look in yours & that eye contact for a millisecond sent sparks up in my spine. I still remember the day, you started sitting beside me in classes and then for the first time you said a Hey, we started to talk & I usual...

You dont go away from me You are my eyes  in front You are my life I am suffering without you Like a root of the tree I become rooted with you love is really  painful I understood that From you now First time from my mistake I don't know why I changed Other than you in earth I think everything is waste Until time changes you making me to hold Gave me love and don't know why you leaving Without killing me don't kill me with your love Inside my soul Daily when I see you You are hiding in me Without any question Vast Love is coming when I join with you My life becomes colorful  To live with you This birth is not enough for me

Negativity is highly underrated Everyone whines and cries about how hard they have it. They hide from it and try to avoid it. Everyone wants to sound all noble and proper and say things like You're doing it for the wrong reasons... if you want to shove every ounce of every doubt & disbelief that ANYONE ever expressed to you down their throat. I say bullshit....EMBRACE IT Negativity is an amazing fuel for success when you know how to harness it. Every time I feel burnt, frustrated, lazy...I draw on those emotions to get  in gear and start moving the direction I need to go. Unfortunately, the world is a mean place...especially if you have big dreams...it will do EVERYTHING it can to get you lose belief in yourself, become insecure and accept a path you don't really want. Then it will tell you that you should be grateful for that path. It will push you to the brink and make you question EVERYTHING about yourself. And when that happens you have two choices: A. Give i...

So much of society is focused on "whats in it for me?". This exactly the OPPOSITE of the attitude that gets you anywhere in life. When 99% of the people are the "take take take" variety...how do you stand out and create value for yourself? BE SOMEONE WHO GIVES. BE SOMEONE WHO CONTRIBUTES. BE SOME WHO MAKES OTHERS BETTER. When you give yourself selflessly you not only make yourself stand out...you become more valuable in a relationship, organization and society. This leads to bigger and better opportunities and also you create a more fulfilling existence for yourself. Giving isnt only the key to success...its the key to happiness. Its not "what can I get?"...its "what can I give?". If you're a "what can I get" person don't be surprised.

I see so many people trying to craft, construct, and design THE PERFECT plan for their lives. They look for a plan that has zero obstacles, zero risk, zero setbacks, zero fear that requires the least amount of effort possible. You know what a plan like that gets you? ZERO RESULTS. You know why? Because you'll always be in "Plan mode" and never start "ACTION MODE" because a plan like that doesnt exist The VERY BEST thing you can do RIGHT NOW is accept that you are going to screw up. You are going to make mistakes. You are going to fail. AND THIS IS A GREAT THING EMBRACE IT You cannot win without out first learning how to lose. Once you fully grasp this concept, instead of looking at "failure" as a negative thing...you'll get excited to fail and apply the lessons "failing" blesses you with. Failure in average minds, is generally thought of as some negative event that is beyond our control. In reality, "Failure" is on...