I don't know why ,but little sad #sad
I don't know why ,but little sad
I don't really know what exactly is hurting me. There are few people and few things that have gone bad,but I can't pick a person and say that I blame you. I have tried to ask myself,but all I get is that I am sad,for some reason. I get irritated by small things. I don't enjoy the things I used to enjoy the earlier. I don't smile the way used to smile. I feel that something is missing . Some part of me lost somewhere. Some feeling of mine are lying buried within my soul. I feel a darkness lurking inside me,but I Sparkle in bouts of desperate attempts at happiness. It's almost as if I am screaming for help, without making noise.
And then sometime. I blame myself being so emotional about the things other people just don't even care about. I hate myself for having a heart that is too pure in this soulless world. I have done so much for others. So when I find myself standing alone, fighting my own ugly battle, I do feel betrayed by all those people . I feel used . I feel like shit. And then I just want to say goodbye to all those people. You know never talk to them.delete their number, or block them. I get almost ready to do it, but then I stop. I don't know why I stop. Maybe I still want to give them chance. Or maybe. I just want to how much more they can hate me.
I deserve better. I I deserve more love,care, affection and loyalty. And that's why it hurt when people Just Dance. They still smile. They are still happy and proud. No trace of shame on their double fake face. They are still beaming some sort sort of proud pure soul.
I don't really know what exactly is hurting me. There are few people and few things that have gone bad,but I can't pick a person and say that I blame you. I have tried to ask myself,but all I get is that I am sad,for some reason. I get irritated by small things. I don't enjoy the things I used to enjoy the earlier. I don't smile the way used to smile. I feel that something is missing . Some part of me lost somewhere. Some feeling of mine are lying buried within my soul. I feel a darkness lurking inside me,but I Sparkle in bouts of desperate attempts at happiness. It's almost as if I am screaming for help, without making noise.
And then sometime. I blame myself being so emotional about the things other people just don't even care about. I hate myself for having a heart that is too pure in this soulless world. I have done so much for others. So when I find myself standing alone, fighting my own ugly battle, I do feel betrayed by all those people . I feel used . I feel like shit. And then I just want to say goodbye to all those people. You know never talk to them.delete their number, or block them. I get almost ready to do it, but then I stop. I don't know why I stop. Maybe I still want to give them chance. Or maybe. I just want to how much more they can hate me.
I deserve better. I I deserve more love,care, affection and loyalty. And that's why it hurt when people Just Dance. They still smile. They are still happy and proud. No trace of shame on their double fake face. They are still beaming some sort sort of proud pure soul.
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