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I don't know why ,but little sad #sad

I don't know why ,but little sad I don't really know what exactly is hurting me. There are few people and few things that have gone bad,but I can't pick a person and say that I blame you. I have tried to ask myself,but all I get is that I am sad,for some reason. I get irritated by small things. I don't enjoy the things I used to enjoy the earlier. I don't smile the way used to smile. I feel that something is missing . Some part of me lost somewhere. Some feeling of mine are lying buried within my soul. I feel a darkness lurking inside me,but I Sparkle in bouts of desperate attempts at happiness. It's almost as if I am screaming for help, without making noise. And then sometime. I blame myself being so emotional about the things other people just don't even care about. I hate myself for having a heart that is too pure in this soulless world. I have done so much for others. So when I find myself standing alone, fighting my own ugly battle, I do feel betray...

Why do 'almosts' always hurt so much?

You sit cross legged in a fancy restaurant With the 6 friends who mean the most to you The live music plays, the singer neither awfully good nor disasterously bad So you play long Joking about the high notes and low. You play along till a girl walks in.A group of 3,With her in the middle Her in the black dress,Her with the cute smile,And an appealing voice,That is if you heard it,Did you hear it,Her voice,Your beats,Did you? So you sit  Staring inconspicuously at her So she wouldn't notice Or so she would You laugh, She does too Who knew laughter was contagious, She fiddles with her phone, Perhaps waiting for a text, Perhaps not, You look at her again, Wanting to be looked back at, You smile, She does too, Or maybe she doesn't, But let's say she did, Would it have made a difference? So you sit Listening idly the neither-so-good Nor-so-bad music, About love, crushes, About open windows and closed doors, About anything but love, So you get up You w...

Sorry I'm not sorry #Letitgo

Sorry I'm not sorry For letting you fall down As I got up From under your weight Of bearing you on my back Face down Palms flat Pressed to the cold floors As you tear on On the living doormat That you thought you owned With a smugness That made you look So serene and easy Sorry I'm not sorry Shrug it off Change may be good Change may be bad But without changing There's no way out #timesup #letitgo

The more i find myself the more i lose

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The more i find myself the more i lose I am tired of being fake Hiding my pain so deep Acting as fine as  I see them I bowed my head  As much I can  But stabbed hard  With name of Love and Care I wondered my friends  like a stars They left me before  I see my sunrise I tried to dissolve myself When I am alone  Stress over flows   I can't handle those Losing myself in something I studied more and gained something Because of comparison  I lost my passions  Let me come out of this  I experimented many things  But I failed in all Though I fail I never mind Now I am running here  with my life  To safeguard myself from this society As I run  with my dream  I am writing my life To this world  Am I fit 

Love weather

Love weather Like the different season changes life also has different phases. Love has the major phases of all. To fall in love. To fall out of love. To be in a relationship. To lose someone. To win someone. To cry. To beg. To stay. Love is more than just seasons, it's an emotional rollercoaster. Spring The season of new beginnings,here there is bright blossoming and steady worm weather Summer It is the hottest of all seasons. Day get longer. Night get shorter. Hot and humid. Autumn The season of change in colours. The leaves fall off to give a new chance for the new once to grow.

A Positive Diwali to All

*A Positive Diwali to All!!!!* Why not we celebrate Diwali everyday. Diwali also known the festival of lights celebrated every year and signifies the victory of light over darkness, good over evil and knowledge over ignorance. I would say it is victory over Positivity over negativity. The main significance is victory of light over darkness, where during Diwali, we are welcoming light (positivity, good, knowledge) into our life by lighting lamp all around our homes. But the question which I have is, how many of you celebrate it everyday? Now you would be thinking, how can we do it everyday? Very few people are welcoming this light into your homes or into your life. This light can creates so much positive energy which you are unknown of... You welcome positivity into your life by lighting Lamp / Diya ... But have your ever thought of biggest light that lights our life every day??? SUNLIGHT!!!! I know some of you might just laugh right now, thinking i must be kidding. Seriously,...

Survival of the hardest working

Survival of the hardest working You dream about being successful. Maybe you talk about your aspirations and think about how you might be able to do it. During commercials, you imagine yourself taking the next step. Between bites of pizza, you envision a new life for yourself and maybe have some big ideas. Then the show comes back on. Success finds those who push their mental and physical limits, and those who expand their work capacity on a daily basis. An excuse is a failure. It is a failure from which you cannot recover, one that will teach you nothing. The show coming back on is not en excuse, and failure is not an option. When you stop making excuses and unleash your full potential as a human being, you will feel alone. You'll feel like no one understands you. When you start to feel like this, keep going, because you're doing something right. Embrace that feeling and keep striving. Strive for something so unreal that even if you fall short, you will have still done so...